mucho tiempo despues, eh vuelto. igual!, patetikamente igual, iwal de gorda, igual de desepzionada, pero de nuevo con la cabeza en alto dispuesta a comenzar, pero de qe sirve estar dispuesta a hacerlo si kaigo de nuevo, me urge comprar sibutramina, ii comer sera mas dificil (gracias a dios), por eso de las vacaciones, ii no ievar un horario, podre dejar la comida de lado, dormir, ejercitarme, relajarme, hacer de todo menos comer. Pazamoz si cumpleañoz ya soy una nna mayor de edad, ups se oie raro, ya 18, pero bueno, sigo recluida aun con miz padres, pero x's.
Desde ayer comenze a hacer mi "book", un libro de ana ii mia, de mi para mi, mis thhinspos, fraces qe me markaron, ejemplos a seguir, bueno todo lo qe una ana o mia no debe olvidar. Hoy tuve qe ir a la escuela solo por un rato, fuimoz a comer, en mi kazo desayuno comida, si comi, pero llegando a mi casa, como no hay nadie, fui al baño a deshacerme de todo, lo sake todo y me senti tan bien, no recordaba sentirme tan bien hace ya algun tiempo. Estoy en proceso de recuperacion de corazon roto, pero esa es otra hiztoria.
Creo que seria todo por hoy, solo un nuevo reporte mio, bueno grax por leer
xoxo
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| .*Eating Disorder Survey*. Created by derminster and taken 9382 times on Bzoink | |
| General | |
| Age?: | 17 years old |
| Height?: | 1.70 mts |
| Weight?: | 90kg |
| Lowest Weight?: | 70kg |
| Highest Weight?: | 120kg |
| What weight do you want to weigh?: | 40 kg more |
| What eating disorder do you have?: | ana and mia |
| In Depth | |
| How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: | 700 cal |
| Do you throw up your food on occasion?: | yes |
| Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: | in many times |
| Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: | yes, GYM |
| Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: | yes ): |
| Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: | yes, 3 days |
| Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: | that's frequent |
| Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: | of course |
| Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: | never |
| Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: | no |
| Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: | sometimes |
| Body Image Q's | |
| Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: | always! |
| What part of your body would you change?: | all jaja... my legs |
| On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: | -10 (: |
| Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: | sometimes |
| Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: | always.... |
| Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: | always too |
| Health/Food | |
| Do you think you eat healthy enough?: | no.... |
| Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: | not morbidly |
| Fat grams?: | 'bou what? |
| Calories?: | me?? |
| Are you often tired/fatigued?: | no |
| Do you feel more energised after eating food?: | of course not |
| Do you eat meat?: | sometimes |
| Do you eat your food in a certain way? ie cut it up into small pieces, etc.: | jaja yes |
| Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: | no |
| Have you ever thrown up blood?: | yes |
| Is your heart bpm above 49?: | i don't remember... |
| Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: | yes! |
| Other Stuff | |
| Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: | I think that is all the society |
| What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: | I'm pro-ana but I don't help the wannas |
| Do you have any other mental disorders? ie Bipolar, BDD, etc.: | I'm Psychotic jajaja LOL (that not true) |
| What's your favourite food to eat?: | apples |
| Favourite drink?: | water |
| Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: | I don't know.... That's my life... |
| Do you want to recover?: | some-day |
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